Our little Lennox is now 10 months old. Ten months ago I was getting ready to give birth. A little less than twenty months ago, I found out I was pregnant with him. I was scared to get pregnant again- but he will lovingly come along side his children and remind us of his wisdom and his goodness. His ways are higher than our ways and he is a merciful God who remembers our frame. (Psalm 55:9 & 103:14) Why would God choose to take the lives of 7 of our babies and commission us to raise Dylan and Lennox? Because he is God and he knows what he is doing when we do not.
While I am so grateful that he has blessed us with Dylan and Lennox, I want to be perfectly clear about this: even if he had not granted us a single child, and though I may have 2, 5, or even 10 more miscarriages in my lifetime; God is infinitely good, incredibly wise, and perfectly sovereign over every single moment in my life. Nothing is far from his hand. Tested and proved.
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Mendi, I totally agree with you that God is infinitely good, incredibly wise, and perfectly sovereign over every single moment in my life. I am a childhood friend of your mom. God never blessed us with a child but I know He has a purpose and I will trust it is for His glory. Thanks for your faithfullness in honoring the Lord.
More often than not, I need to remind myself that God is infinitely good, incredibly wise, and perfectly sovereign. Sometimes the "feelings" get in the way of the true knowing of His character.
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